Self Proclaimed Medicine Man, Nathan Chasing Horse used deceptions: I’m so excited!! My niece is finally in her new home.

This was my experience in confronting Nathan Chasing Horse in 2007. He had no compassion for his victims. His propensity for girls started being more openly displayed by the summer of 2007. Documentaries, Articles, Indigenous Podcasts, My Podcast is under construction. Archival documenting yearly posts posted with transcripts will be published here. I’ll also link my YouTube videos associated with each podcast published. I also created a link to my GOFUNDME account. I may link my TikTok account

Tuesday 25 July 2023

I’m so excited!! My niece is finally in her new home.

I’ll probably do more edits on this blog, but in the meantime, I’ve got some plans to write some stuff down today. However, there are two things that are happening this week. Well, more than two things to be excited about. Today my cousin is getting married. Yay. I haven’t been to a wedding like in decades, so this is exciting. The other thing is my niece is moving to Ontario this week. She is going to be living in Clarington Ontario, which is east of Toronto. I’m excited for her. She got a job promotion and she’s going to be there for two years and that means I get to visit her. Yay.

Yeah, she’s leaving Edmonton on Thursday and driving across the country with her brother and mother in tow. They’re going to take their time traveling and being tourists driving across Canada. I’m excited because I get to live vicariously through the pictures they’re going to send me. Also along the way, they’ll stop off at various places that I’ve set up for them so they could sleep and rest.

As much as the Content of this blog is so heavy laden and emotionally impacted with every day living tragedy. There is some hope and brightness what happens in the background of my life. So yes, my cousin is getting married today. Yay and my niece is moving to Ontario yay and are Pow Wow is starting this weekend so there’s going to be thousands of people in my community. Yay.

Also, I could see the light at the end of the tunnel for this blog. I’m just so grateful that I can finish it but I can start videotaping an audio taping. It took a while, but believe me I’m glad I did it, so yeah I still have some more stuff to write, with sort of tweak it here and there but all in all I think everything the way it supposed to be set up. yeah so I’m excited I can finally see the light at the end of the tunnel Yes

My late brother would tell me to go out an be amongst people. I did do that by moving to the great state of Utah. Yay! wasn't that great! On one of trips visiting home and going back into the states I met an eighty-five year old woman. We kept each other company. She mentioned how right out of high school she met her husband. He passed away about fifteen years prior. She told me she never knew what it was like to be single until he died. She had no regret as he was a good man; however, she told me never get married, stay single and enjoy your life. I have met so many single women throughout my life and we've all come to the same conclusion and that its better to remain single. For those who did have a partner they've said if they were to ever met up with someone their equal they would partner up. This isn't easy.

My niece is enjoying her single life and I am thinking her brother may just move in with her. They are as thick as thieves these two gangsters. I already miss her. They are both like my own children. So, be self-compassionate as if we can not do this for ourselves then how are we going to compassionate to others.

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Memories of my late mother saying her dad, my grandfather taught her in a warning that the Dakota Medicine was good, but not anymore. As far back as 81 years ago, fake medicine people deceived their own people for money, power, and glory. Our grandmothers showed us through their prayers helping us celebrate love and helping us celebrate life within our families. Through my own lived experiences, I had to eliminate my own self-defeating behavior. Our people are depending on us to bring justice into our Indigenous Communities. Our Indigenous girls and women are going missing at an alarming rate and are being human trafficked. With little help in finding them or bringing their killers or abusers to justice, I started this blog. I never thought I would live to see such as year as 2023. Today, I feel blessed to be able to hold those who reached out to me in high regard. I am truly grateful, Creator’s Will guided me in my lifetime to see Nathan Chasing Horse arrested. And, yet at the same time, I grief for all his victims who died before they could see him brought to justice.

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Intergenerational truama further perpetuated.

It was a HBO movie set I first met Nathan Chasing Horse. I worked along side my late mother who was literate in Dakota. We didn’t spend too much time with him as he knew how to somewhat speak Lakota. Mostly we were around Actors like Adam Beach and Eric Schweig teaching them the proper pronunciations. My first impression of him was not that of an actor rather that of an indigenous young man with many ex-girlfriends. I ignored his arrogance as I managed my way through being a consultant on behalf of my later mother for the Director and the executive producers of Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee. Micheal Spears was stopped at the Canadian border so his role needed to be filled and since Nathan Chasing Horse was available he auditioned for the part with my mother speaking Dakota to him. The original intention of the movie was to have most of the dialogue in Lakota; however, as production started only few dialogues were kept. The Sioux culture needed representation. I advised them that the songs sung in Lakota would add a difference to the lack of dialogue and they agreed. I suggested they use Nathan’s singing ability and his ability to pronounce Lakota correctly as an asset. Prior to this Nathan was only hired as a stand-in as a Sioux Jailer for Sioux prisoners, nothing more and nothing less. It was in the fall of 2006. Nathan made connections with my younger brother and my oldest niece whom I took on the movie set. My brother started promoting Nathan in the schools and asked if I could help connect him with others within my community. From the ending of the movie in November of 2006 until March 2007, Nathan, and his entourage of three men left. During this time, I reached out to my friends who were having problems with the daughters. We met and hatched a plan to raise money for the mother’s and their daughters to attend Yuwipi, sweats and Sundance. It was the trip to the Sundance in Wolf Point that would cost the most. We tried to fund raise that turned out to be a disaster; however, once members of my community met and supported Nathan the money for the Yuwipi and Sweats were found, but not the Sundance; however, my younger brother was helped with Nathan and his entourage for his Sundance in the summer of 2007. Our ancestors carried within them intergenerational trauma that was further perpetuated in the creations of Indian Residential Schools. It’s a dark place of racism and genocide. Much of what I’ve written about pertains to sexual deviancy. I basically thought the 12-step programs of AA, Al-Anon, Sex Addiction and other 12-step programs helped. As we’ve all grown up around family violence; I’ve met many men who were exposed to such extreme violence. Much I write about here is focusing on is Limerence, because of intergenerational trauma. As the Yuwipi focuses on Limerence practices and I believe was once good. I’ve found as more and more non-indigenous people and indigenous people seek out by cultural appropriation through exploitation. Culturally appropriating our sweats and ceremonies doesn't mean you are healed or that you are automatically adopted into an Indigenous way of knowing. Being around indigenous communities isn't a place to hide your disorders rather it needs to be a place of communities like AA, Al-non and other 12-step programs. There’s no magic wand nor some psychic Psyche who can conjure up a quick fix. It takes time and a lot of hard emotional work. It's just sad that our own people are predators to our own girls and women. I was born into such a way of thinking, and I don’t blame anyone. I’ve learned we as human beings have more in common than our differences. This need for validation and acceptance is as old as time itself, so be kind to yourself and love the person you discover within yourself.

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I’m so excited!! My niece is finally in her new home.

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