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So November 5 is going to appear in court again. Well it ain’t over until the fat lady sings is the old saying right?
One of his alleged 15-year-old victims had said that when he had picked her up from her school that he went to a fast food place bought hamburgers and then proceeded to take her to a motel. This motel was a CD unexposed room where he allegedly videotaped himself having sex with her. it does not surprise me that he kept videotapes as his trophies or his prizes of who he hunted. Just thinking about what goes on in this guy‘s mind. That he would want to keep some sort of trophy or some sort of regalia or something that would remind him of his accomplishments or his recall trap line . A trap line is a worn area through the bushes where you know you can find food and then you set your traps.
sadly, in Indian country, there are so many perpetrators who continually exploit and continually SA so many girls, or they manipulate women. There are stories within each community of such men who, in their younger years, started off, being very promiscuous, very sought after, very charismatic, and had many women chasing them. the sad reality of it is was a cover was a fade. It was a shade or a masking of who they are or were and their true intentions. As the decades go by living indigenous community, we tend to see how these individuals grow and what they continue to do and how they raise their families. it’s only after decades that one of the victims find courage and charges the individual. We see this all the time in our communities. The citizen something new. However, I truly believe that the more people tell their stories the more these young women find courage to support each other in taking any perpetrator to court helps.
sometimes I don’t even think that men realize their attitudes towards women. I think it’s why some male therapist go to therapy. People call it a burnt out stage sometimes I wonder how that thin line or thin boundary. Even exist for therapist or psychologist for that matter. It’s almost like crossing over. They become or think like the perpetrator, and they basically stock their clients overtly. you have to understand they hold a lot of secrets. So somewhere along the line, they cross some invisible boundary, but it’s OK to be in control of another person. Anyway, I’m speaking academically and again I’m not an academic so I just know from experience dealing with all types of people, especially when it comes to talking about this topic of Nathan chasing Horse. It’s amazing how many men I’ve talked to and at the same time too these men have the ability to do something and don’t. Which really frustrates me because, they’re supposed to be laws that they follow and understand and can report and they don’t.
for any of Nathan chasing courses victims, I repeat again go to your local police station and report. I know it’s scary and I know that they may not believe you. Find courage to do it. I know it’s hard. It took me 20 years to report my sexual assault. I did it and I don’t regret reporting it. And I don’t regret the many blessings that came after. When I mean, blessings I feel that it’s more of ability to express how I feel it’s it’s a freedom. I’m still learning and I hope to continue learning and continue helping others who want to just talk or want some direction .
throat this whole ordeal I’ve done tarot card readings. I do this as I do this the stories and the reports of sexual assault or just manipulation or lateral violence that comes from my clients very draining. Draining in the sense that it continues. Say in a day that I set up to do the readings, it drains me. I do this because when they come to me, they disclose and talk about things that they normally wouldn’t talk to their therapist or psychologist. this is the freedom I’m talking about it’s it’s learned experience learned knowledge, and the result of it as I explain isn’t for me to promote that I’m gifted. No it’s me letting people know that I can help and yet at the same time only for brief. After they leave me, I have no memory of them. And until I see them maybe weeks months or years later, do I hear any follow up from them about my readings.
some of the women that come to me live with partners who are so cruel. Women don’t need to live with people being emotionally abusive to them or physically abusive to them. I think sometimes we are our greatest enemies. I feel that way about myself every day. But there’s something in all human beings where we get up get ready for the day and do what we need to do.
I think the lesson about Nathan chasing Horse and community is is to go home to your communities help your families out, help your communities out that’s the primary thing and hopefully Justice will be served and whatever capacity or anybody is involved in helping a victim of violence or a victim of systemic racism or somebody who was just grieving over an injustice that happened to someone they loved.
