Self Proclaimed Medicine Man, Nathan Chasing Horse used deceptions: 2024-03-03

This was my experience in confronting Nathan Chasing Horse in 2007. He had no compassion for his victims. His propensity for girls started being more openly displayed by the summer of 2007. Documentaries, Articles, Indigenous Podcasts, My Podcast is under construction. Archival documenting yearly posts posted with transcripts will be published here. I’ll also link my YouTube videos associated with each podcast published. I also created a link to my GOFUNDME account. I may link my TikTok account

Tuesday, 5 March 2024

MeToo #JusticeforVictims #EndAbuse

2006 in the Fall was the time I worked with these actors on the HBO movie set Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee. My brother invited these indigenous actors to a sweat and barbeque. At this time I was not introduced to Nathans followers until a month later. The reason I am posting these photos is to have you the viewer look at the way Nathan is looking into the camera. The person taking these picture is my niece. By this time Nathan had slept a few time over at my brothers place so knowing now what I know about Nathans propensity for girls, I have no doubt he had already started grooming my 15 year old niece. My niece was not interested in focusing in on any of the other actors, only Nathan.

2023 was a year of great change. For Nathan Chasing Horse, it was a year of reckoning. Many indigenous professionals were conned and manipulated by his trickery. It will take years to unravel the insane teachings and for his followers to reflect on why they supported such a trickster. As we lead up to May 2, 2024, Nathan's next court update, we cannot forget the girls who grew up into women and found the courage to disclose the abuse they lived through. It was public exposure that brought safety into the community and a space for women to support each other. Together, we stand to ensure that justice is served. #JusticeForVictims #EndAbuse #MeToo

The two girls in the background are the same age as Ren Leone. In the summer of 2007, Melissa Leone, along with associates of Nathan, stayed at my home. One of these girls is my other niece. I wanted to understand, Nathan manipulated Melissa Leone into thinking her daughter, Ren was a holy child. Now, in Sioux culture, we are raised to believe children are holy, so when Melissa mentioned this to me I found it strange. Melissa was afraid that her husband would find out she had left the country but she needed to investigate ritual and ceremonies of the Sioux people from my understanding. It was not until the fall of 2007 that I saw Ren Leone with Nathan and his associates and her mom Melissa. Understand this, that by this time Nathan already knew I knew about his sexual propensity for girls. I just want you the reader to focus on the two girls in this photo. Here is a 30 year old man, father of 10 children by now, grooming an 8 year old child, Ren. By the fall of 2007, he was so proficient in sexualizing his victims into believing each one was going to be his wife. Understand too, that by this time in the fall of 2007 I contacted the tribal police as Nathan was now back in my community, but nobody believed me or did anything to question Nathan.

In this photo, I am 54 years old. My late mother is in the background. She was fluent in the Sioux language, meaning she could read and write. I was her liaison in the movie production or her secretarial assistant. I met with all the indigenous actors. I thought Nathan was sleeping over at my brothers to help me with sweats and Sundance ritual and practices. My late mother and I supported my brother road in recovery from alcohol addiction, so we supported Nathan in helping him. Nathan had a non-profit website and had mentioned the many communities he travelled teaching indigenous spirituality to youth.

For about six months from the last ceremony I setup for Nathan until his Sundance in Montana, Nathan knew. Since I had not heard back from any of the various emails I sent out to get reference from places Nathan said he visited. I went to Fort Peck. I questioned people. Years went by and my contact there helped me or we helped each other try to warn others. Under this my contact was a very strong supporter of Nathan. I do not know what happened that she trusted me but I am grateful she did.

I hope you will continue to read this blog and this story is not over.

I would also encourage you to read about the TikTok post I posted under TRUST WITHIN CLOSED SOCIETIES regarding sex trafficking. I posted my photo cause of the extreme depths a predators goes to discredit, manipulate and indoctrinate people into thinking attractiveness holds truth. When it really is the sexual pleasure of what the predator associates or what they perceive as beautiful because it give them pleasure. This disassociation, in my opinion turns a human being into a monster. It dehumanizes a person into a sexual object, a thing that's exists only for ones pleasure. The analogue that an ugly person is only used for or good for sexual pleasure is dehumanizing. I spent decades defending myself. The salacious gossip that I was so infatuated with Nathan that I have spent decades chasing him. I needed to post my picture to let people know I was 54 and he was 30. I am now 72 years old and he is 48. I have met Nathan parents. I am older than them. I have spent my life protecting myself from salacious gossip cause it such a common theme to discredit any indigenous woman or indigenous girl. Society has dehumanized us for centuries. I am very pessimistic about this caste changing in the next five decades.

When one tries to rescue the victim it has nothing to do with this alure of attractiveness as this attractiveness is only a tool used to manipulate ones perception of reality. It damages the victim for life.

The process of trying protect children from predators is nothing to what psychology instructors or therapists or social workers claim. It is a very difficult process of establishing trust. Over these decades, so many people wanted to know and so many people did not believe and yet, for all the effort to keep encouraging young women to keep moving forward in their healing journey helped.

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Memories of my late mother saying her dad, my grandfather taught her in a warning that the Dakota Medicine was good, but not anymore. As far back as 81 years ago, fake medicine people deceived their own people for money, power, and glory. Our grandmothers showed us through their prayers helping us celebrate love and helping us celebrate life within our families. Through my own lived experiences, I had to eliminate my own self-defeating behavior. Our people are depending on us to bring justice into our Indigenous Communities. Our Indigenous girls and women are going missing at an alarming rate and are being human trafficked. With little help in finding them or bringing their killers or abusers to justice, I started this blog. I never thought I would live to see such as year as 2023. Today, I feel blessed to be able to hold those who reached out to me in high regard. I am truly grateful, Creator’s Will guided me in my lifetime to see Nathan Chasing Horse arrested. And, yet at the same time, I grief for all his victims who died before they could see him brought to justice.

Intergenerational truama further perpetuated.

It was a HBO movie set I first met Nathan Chasing Horse. I worked along side my late mother who was literate in Dakota. We didn’t spend too much time with him as he knew how to somewhat speak Lakota. Mostly we were around Actors like Adam Beach and Eric Schweig teaching them the proper pronunciations. My first impression of him was not that of an actor rather that of an indigenous young man with many ex-girlfriends. I ignored his arrogance as I managed my way through being a consultant on behalf of my later mother for the Director and the executive producers of Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee. Micheal Spears was stopped at the Canadian border so his role needed to be filled and since Nathan Chasing Horse was available he auditioned for the part with my mother speaking Dakota to him. The original intention of the movie was to have most of the dialogue in Lakota; however, as production started only few dialogues were kept. The Sioux culture needed representation. I advised them that the songs sung in Lakota would add a difference to the lack of dialogue and they agreed. I suggested they use Nathan’s singing ability and his ability to pronounce Lakota correctly as an asset. Prior to this Nathan was only hired as a stand-in as a Sioux Jailer for Sioux prisoners, nothing more and nothing less. It was in the fall of 2006. Nathan made connections with my younger brother and my oldest niece whom I took on the movie set. My brother started promoting Nathan in the schools and asked if I could help connect him with others within my community. From the ending of the movie in November of 2006 until March 2007, Nathan, and his entourage of three men left. During this time, I reached out to my friends who were having problems with the daughters. We met and hatched a plan to raise money for the mother’s and their daughters to attend Yuwipi, sweats and Sundance. It was the trip to the Sundance in Wolf Point that would cost the most. We tried to fund raise that turned out to be a disaster; however, once members of my community met and supported Nathan the money for the Yuwipi and Sweats were found, but not the Sundance; however, my younger brother was helped with Nathan and his entourage for his Sundance in the summer of 2007. Our ancestors carried within them intergenerational trauma that was further perpetuated in the creations of Indian Residential Schools. It’s a dark place of racism and genocide. Much of what I’ve written about pertains to sexual deviancy. I basically thought the 12-step programs of AA, Al-Anon, Sex Addiction and other 12-step programs helped. As we’ve all grown up around family violence; I’ve met many men who were exposed to such extreme violence. Much I write about here is focusing on is Limerence, because of intergenerational trauma. As the Yuwipi focuses on Limerence practices and I believe was once good. I’ve found as more and more non-indigenous people and indigenous people seek out by cultural appropriation through exploitation. Culturally appropriating our sweats and ceremonies doesn't mean you are healed or that you are automatically adopted into an Indigenous way of knowing. Being around indigenous communities isn't a place to hide your disorders rather it needs to be a place of communities like AA, Al-non and other 12-step programs. There’s no magic wand nor some psychic Psyche who can conjure up a quick fix. It takes time and a lot of hard emotional work. It's just sad that our own people are predators to our own girls and women. I was born into such a way of thinking, and I don’t blame anyone. I’ve learned we as human beings have more in common than our differences. This need for validation and acceptance is as old as time itself, so be kind to yourself and love the person you discover within yourself.

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