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Nathan Chasing Horse looking at my niece as she takes his picture. (Fall of 2006) My other niece, her sister was 8 years old then, (She has a short hair cut standing behind NCH in the photo below) His victim was the age as my other niece. He groomed this child from 8 yrs (approx.) when came into Canada with her mother during the fall of 2007. 

This was how old the woman's daughter was when she was told by NCH her daughter was 'holy' and had 'gifts' he wanted to nurture these gifts like he never experienced.

Knowing that he groomed her and her daughter, leads me to believe if I hadn't confronted him or if hadn't called the tribal police regarding his SA towards my niece (the niece taking these pictures). NCH likely because of his propensity for girls like my other niece was a high risk for his plans to groom children if his plans to make my 15 year old niece his child bride. 

SA of my niece took place during the fall of 2006 as he would sleep over at my brother's home. Stories of NCH taking her to concerts, picking her up at school, buying her expensive clothing lead me to confront my niece. It was during the fall of 2006 she said he loved her. NCH was 33 years old, my nieces were 15 and 8 years old. 

December 7, 2011

Years ago I was riding on a ferry from Manhattan to Staten Island and met a stranger who said he attended Sweats. The lady I was travelling with asked me if this offended me and I said no he has the right and freedom to do what he wants to do. This past week I ran into some strangers who ran Sundance. Again, I am reminded that they too have rights and freedoms to do what they feel like doing. Yes, I am of Sioux descendent and could easy say that they don’t know what it’s like to live on a Reserve or Reservation, but who am I?

There are far greater worries I face than worrying about who does what and why. There are many Aboriginal Peoples who practice Sweats and Sundance who have major mental health issues. Peoples are following them, protecting them from the law and some are arrested like my brother. About four years ago a Holy Man or so his followers called him came into my community. It’s been four years since my step-niece confessed of her lies. She told me this man; I will call him NCH slept with her. She was fifteen at the time. Yes, she lied that she didn’t disclose this to me to protect him. Why? He promised her he would take her as one of his wives.

At the time, I didn’t know his history with teen girls or his lack of responsibility to his ten children and their mothers. I didn’t know he was a clever business man who knew how to hide his financial holdings. So, when my niece claimed he bought her over a thousand dollars’ worth of clothing when he told me he had nothing, I questioned what was happening. My step-niece said he told her he loved her and that he didn’t have sex with his other girlfriends because he only had sex with her. It gets worse; he also had sex with three other fifteen year olds. He is still travelling with one who is now eighteen years old from here. There will be two charges against him once my step-niece retracts her statement. I reported her disclosure to the police. She lied at the time.

She lied because she also disclosed that my brother was having sex with her. Because she lied about NCH the police did not question him but they did question my brother and he confessed that he was having sex with his step-daughter. My brother and NCH had talked about my step-niece about taking her away. This is way my brother allowed NCH to have so much said over her. Buying her clothes, sending her text messages, having sex with her all with the plan that my brother would no longer have sex with her, she believed everything these two men said to her.

Until this past month she thought I blamed her because she didn’t have any contact with me. My brother is serving a four years sentence. NCH is still out there practicing Sweats and Sundance and gathering more teen girls to be his wives. NCH broke laws; first he didn’t report my brother and second, he had sex with a minor. My brothers’ promise to NCH went so far that he got arrested trying to get a passport for his step-daughter next. I told my niece what was the point of trying to get her into the U.S.A. when she was under the Provincial Governments care until she was eighteen years old. Now, she turning nineteen and has no hope of ever being NCH’s sixth wife. She realizes she was used along with my brother.

NCH used both of them to get money from our community. He took about $75,000.00 (approximately)from us over a two year period. He is banded from here and anyone who reports him to the police when they see him here can get him arrested. From what my niece reports is that she was not the only girl like I said there were three others. And, for the ten children that he’s behind child support payments there maybe more.

His five wives are like drug monkeys. Any money does not touch his hands when a big financial deal is made all money are handled by anyone of them. When a lawyer tries to bring evidence that he does make money nothing can be traced to him. In the meantime, his ten children get nothing and he continues getting his sexual appetite filled. No I don’t worry about men trying out Sweats or Sundance that are not aboriginal; however, I do have issue with actual medicine men or Holy Men of aboriginal descendant who used their own people against each other. This is what non-aboriginal peoples do not understand. The problem of ritual abuse was around from the beginning of time and will be here when I am six feet underground.

Its amazes me that people who are not of my culture continues to think that we are not sophisticated enough to have psychopaths in our communities. This NCH is Canadian, but an American and as you all know being an American means he can get away with this time of lifestyle there. We are traditional here meaning that we are not just Sioux but many tribes with the same mind set unlike the Americans who still cannot stop this man. I know that the police there are watching him. If there is one this I know about living in the State is they take Ritual Abuse seriously. We American Indians may not or maybe so poor that we cannot see NCH through his many disguises, yet some of us can.

 Four years ago he lied to my brother and my step-niece, he took advantage of them. He made himself look like he was a Holy Man and that both were sinners. Each one trying to please this Holy Man trying to give him was he wanted. He could not give them what they needed just like he cannot give his children or his many wives what they want only what they need. He was like a personal disorder blooming into a psychopath here. Thank you!

November 11, 2011

As I look to my mother and remember my first memory of her. She was washing her face with soap and water in a tin bowl. Rubbing and Rubbing the soap on her face and rinsing. I just stood there watching in amazement in her beauty. Yes, for a child, I felt she was the most beautiful person in the world.


Throughout my journey in this life called mine, I've met many outstanding people. One of these famous men said to me that he didn't know what it was like to live on a Reservation, he lived from foster home to foster home until he met the ideal family. I something think about him and the life lesson he taught me. For me, sometimes its difficult to think that I am unique. I sometimes think that everything is fine. Yet, because of my values and beliefs, there are people who think there is something the matter with me.

I think it has to do with my experience growing up in poverty and racism. Well, you might say so do many people around the world. Yes, this is true; however, I live in a very modern society that surrounds me while within the community I know so well is isolated. I wanted to write this blog because I get tired of reading about people who want to help the poor children here. Well, not just here but on any Reservation or Reserve.

I am one of these poor children who grew up here. Nobody wants to talk to me and when they do they don't want to hear what I am saying or if they do its something they only need to cope with until I am gone. I can tell because of the amount of contact I've had over the years with the "Otherness." I call most of you that because of our cultural differences. Believe me, I've also had people live in denial saying there are no differences from both within and outside. Even my own family have say I am not from here because I am educated.

There just doesn't to any compromise. I believe the main reason for writing this blog is in warning to those who read this blog. There is a great awaking happening in Indian Country or First Nations communities. Yes, people heard of crisises in our communities. I hope you are open minded enough to realize that I live here and know the people. For all you know I might be sociopath or pscyhopath. And, this is the problem. There is a mental health crisis here.

I met a medicince man four years ago. He grew up inpoverty. He became famous over night at the age of fifteen. His parents are about my age. I can related in some way. That's about it for relating because what they did to make money or to keep their family famous is what is happening in our communities. There is such a competitive spirit to make money off of people. Their son across as a healer. He even says on his web page that he's a Holy Man.

He is a bottom feeder. Feeding off of the poor Native American Indian Peoples in North America. He comes across from his sponsor as being a noble savage who has powers. No doubt the FBI, CIA and Canadian Government know about him because of his activities in both countries. You may say who he's a poor medicine man, but look closer. From within our communities you jail those who commit crimes; however, you fail to realize that there are those who will never be jailed.

I really don't want to spend too much time on this guy because that what he is just a guy, not anyone great or holy. My purpose in this blog is to write about what it was like to grew up on the Reservation or Reserve. I hope to write short stories and hope you will reading them. I love my life and the people I grew up with here. I hope to also including the horror and the grace of forgiveness as well.

I hope you will enjoy my blogs and reflect on that for every good person here there is an equally as bad a people out there too. Be safe and have some compassion to my brothers and sisters for they too are on a journey just like you.

 October 21, 2011 

The following is my opinion of Shamanic Medicine as seen through my eyes as opposed to other European viewpoints. I agree that we are learning from and teaching each other constantly. When I think about OWN Oraph’s life classes saying ‘of being all that you can be,’ I wonder why most Canadians and Americans from European background practice Canadian Frist nations Medicine or Native American Spirituality.

I believe, yes, there is the oneness in the world that we as human beings are trying desperately to achieve. As a result, many including myself are trying to become all that we can be or are meant to be.

An elder in the community once said that “one who walks between worlds” is not afraid to die and until this week I thought it was an opinion of just one medicine man. Yet, many Sioux Medicine Men have and do continue to say this. As I’ve talked with another elder, I’ve think in my western ideology, and I do use this loosely because I was influenced by western culture too. I think and believe that such people walk the world as a monk does. This means they are spiritual leaders and healers. The twist is that there are many Sioux Medicine Men of do not live a monk’s life rather they practice polygamy or some bastardization of cultism. Much of the romance I believe comes from the disconnections we in our own ignorance fail to not realize that these people did not disappear as history says. Ritual abuse is alive and well in all societies both third world and the first.

As everyone is connected then it stands to reason that everyone continues trying to connect, as each new life begins and each one ends. So, logically as each of us human beings become aware of our oneness. Many believe that children are holy because they come with this awareness already empowered in them at their birth. This is where there’s competition between healers.  There is a force that is also trying to compete. I believe it’s this competition that takes away from our true meaning or our finding our purpose in life.

Most of the time, we try to communicate. This enigmatic, as an essence within ourselves as way of life, or a way to communicate with each other or other than through words or sounds. The question asked then is what is reality and how do we know that we are living in reality rather than in fantasy. Are we a reflection of information long ago forgotten? Are we truly living in the NOW and are we OWNing our true self’s? As our world becomes smaller and smaller due to technology, a technology that helps us uses our energy to engage our consciousness of oneness. The reality of it is that it is too overwhelming to comprehend and this is where the confusion comes in for those who are seeking their true self’s. Most healers will say that it’s like walking bumping into each other without knowing it or like finding your Wheat shaft being casted out by the wind when thrown up in the air. It is not magical nor is it supernatural. Many studying psychology to give it a name, giving it a tool to communicate its presence when it lives in all things, my ancestors called it Wanka or ‘Great Mystery.’

An Elder woman’s opinion about Sioux Medicine Men, the Sioux communities are so fragmented and divided. In my opinion, this concept of the ‘Great Mystery’ attracts many followers who do not know what’s it’s like to live on a Reservation or Reserve. They look at the resiliency of the Native American or First Nations peoples and want to be like them. Those who crave this spirituality are the fragmented amongst modern society. They fall victim to these plastic medicine men that display psychic gifts and perform miracles. There is a test to see if you are a victim. Live a few years on a Reservation or Reserve among the people who lived there their entire lives. We are not the only people who are in denial.

Every society has its fragmentations. Some call it trauma while others call them holes where our life’s energy escapes and still others try justifying this as spirituality. I believe it’s very simple. Religion and spirituality balance each other.  In art or in the practice of creating a piece of art, it’s explained that it’s a process. Much the same as looking at a piece of art work that looks like it was created by a Native American or Aboriginal person, yet it was created by a European. The question is much the same as the discussion then whether a piece of art is done by a true Native American or Aboriginal person. The thought is that it doesn’t matter because it an Art form. I believe this is the same argument that Europeans use when it comes to practicing Sioux spirituality. Rationalizing that their spirituality is like a band-aide that covers this trauma. It’s a gap they say or like a sore that forms a scab that covers the infected area.

Everyone whose ever been traumatized can relate; however, there is so much pride attached to denial that those who follow a cult truly believe they are healing. I think because they feel like they are reclaiming a deep love or relationship with themselves. For me, it’s a vulnerable part that surfaces. When it does I know where it was created so I know to acknowledge it and move forward. I do understand why many are so involved with following that Red Road or Native American Spirituality. They rationalize and justify they are not bastardizing this way of life because they are following a Real Medicine Man or Holy Man. It’s these people that I blog for because the competition for followers like you is great because you have money. You have compassionate and empathy for an infected area, the reservation or reserve.  

You have a need to feel like you are a medicine man or women in your own rights. You’ve studied, you’ve healed, you’ve spent the money and for some of you, you have believed you’ve lived it. Years ago I met a Native American Scholar who said he didn’t know what it was like to live on a Reservation or Reserve. He admitted he didn’t know this way of life. A way of life where Medicine Men and Medicine Women abuse their own people rationalizing that it’s a way of life. Taking advantage of the weak, sick and dysfunction of our communities are these sociopaths. We live in these communities so we know who comes and who goes. Our communities are small and with technology being what it is, our communities have become one. If there was a rescuer, savior or a latter day saint in our community anywhere in North American, we would know.

There is a Great Mystery out there. Just as you have your own predators within your own societies or own cultures, we too have them. The sad reality is that the competition is so great for healers that the true healers are hidden or manipulators hide them. The irony is that I believe and think that the Great Mystery does bring those who need healing to them via the back door. I don’t believe even corrupt Holy Men or Medicine Men or Medicine Women have the power to deny our creator  these blessings.

October 16, 2011

As I look to my mother and remember my first memory of her. She was washing her face with soap and water in a tin bowl. Rubbing and Rubbing the soap on her face and rinsing. I just stood there watching in amazement in her beauty. Yes, for a child, I felt she was the most beautiful person in the world.

Throughout my journey in this life called mine, I've met many outstanding people. One of these famous men said to me that he didn't know what it was like to live on a Reservation, he lived from foster home to foster home until he met the ideal family. I something think about him and the life lesson he taught me. For me, sometimes its difficult to think that I am unique. I sometimes think that everything is fine. Yet, because of my values and beliefs, there are people who think there is something the matter with me.

I think it has to do with my experience growing up in poverty and racism. Well, you might say so do many people around the world. Yes, this is true; however, I live in a very modern society that surrounds me while within the community I know so well is isolated. I wanted to write this blog because I get tired of reading about people who want to help the poor children here. Well, not just here but on any Reservation or Reserve.

I am one of these poor children who grew up here. Nobody wants to talk to me and when they do they don't want to hear what I am saying or if they do its something they only need to cope with until I am gone. I can tell because of the amount of contact I've had over the years with the "Otherness." I call most of you that because of our cultural differences. Believe me, I've also had people live in denial saying there are no differences from both within and outside. Even my own family have say I am not from here because I am educated.

There just doesn't to any compromise. I believe the main reason for writing this blog is in warning to those who read this blog. There is a great awaking happening in Indian Country or First Nations communities. Yes, people heard of crisises in our communities. I hope you are open minded enough to realize that I live here and know the people. For all you know I might be sociopath or pscyhopath. And, this is the problem. There is a mental health crisis here.

I met a medicince man four years ago. He grew up inpoverty. He became famous over night at the age of fifteen. His parents are about my age. I can related in some way. That's about it for relating because what they did to make money or to keep their family famous is what is happening in our communities. There is such a competitive spirit to make money off of people. Their son across as a healer. He even says on his web page that he's a Holy Man.

He is a bottom feeder. Feeding off of the poor Native American Indian Peoples in North America. He comes across from his sponsor as being a noble savage who has powers. No doubt the FBI, CIA and Canadian Government know about him because of his activities in both countries. You may say who he's a poor medicine man, but look closer. From within our communities you jail those who commit crimes; however, you fail to realize that there are those who will never be jailed.

I really don't want to spend too much time on this guy because that what he is just a guy, not anyone great or holy. My purpose in this blog is to write about what it was like to grew up on the Reservation or Reserve. I hope to write short stories and hope you will reading them. I love my life and the people I grew up with here. I hope to also including the horror and the grace of forgiveness as well.

I hope you will enjoy my blogs and reflect on that for every good person here there is an equally as bad a people out there too. Be safe and have some compassion to my brothers and sisters for they too are on a journey just like you.

October 12, 2011

I was talking with a few friends yesterday. I was talking about the different views men had about murdered and missing indigenous women. I mean even non-indigenous women have their own theories that has nothing to do with violence rather the reason indigenous girls and indigenous women are going missing is because aliens have abducted them.

Oh yes, it's bad enough to find out the our royal Canadian Indian Act was a parliamentary act passed to destroy my way of life or our way of life. Imagine, how typically British for a strong paper to be made to be put in ink no doubt about why its important to establish Indian Residential Schools.

Its bad enough that before Indian Residential Schools started showing up there were what the Canadian governments called Indian Industrial Schools. These first school were established to trained indigenous boys to be good little Indians; however, some bureaucrats got this idea in their heads that is they trained these boys and that these boys were sent back to the homes. Where they would met and marry indigenous girls that these savage girls would convert all their hard work. Meaning these boys would become savages again.

Yes, this whole concept of lets destroy the imagine of these indigenous females and lets try to say they savage girls need to have their sexuality tamed. It was difficult enough that starvation wasn't good enough. The government couldn't understand why indigenous girls and indigenous women were being sold. Some were being sold for a dirty blanket or for the play thing for a dirty of chief. They couldn't understand why indigenous women were selling themselves to settlers. They just thought these women were untamed and savage like.

It really just makes my stomach ach to think that these so called bureaucrats couldn't deduce the reasoning was that logically if they killed off all the buffalo and killed off all the food supply children were starving. This whole effort to portray indigenous women as not being capable of being virtuous and, or have piety. Was an effort to destroy and tame indigenous female sexuality. I mean I could go on and on; however, its this whole mass media thing about murdered and missing indigenous girls and indigenous women that has me going.

The reality is that we as indigenous women have survived. Our mothers, our grandmother and no doubt our daughters and granddaughter will survive. It's this sisterhood that keeps us going. I saw when I was growing up. I saw all my aunties along side my grandmothers working together. Much as how I see indigenous girls and indigenous women working together today. Each of us has stake in this issue of violence towards our gender.

What started out as a plea to my readers to be careful of sexual predators has evolved into a bigger plea. Much of what we as indigenous women have taken for granted and much that is exposed is our own image of self. I've seen my indigenous sisters thinking they are not good sisters or moms. They would sooner give up their daughters to someone else to raise. Now, why would some beautiful soul think so negative about themselves. I think it has to do with perceptions of our own gender. I've seen this with my own family and with other women. I am hoping to create a separate page just dedicated to the positive role of indigenous women within my own community.

August 28, 2011

 I don't have children and I see people's children grow up and they too start dancing and following the pow wow trail. When my nephews came home they talked about this medicine man and how they have seen him on their pow wow journey. He leaves his many wives outside the arena while he and his body guards go into the arena. My sister-in-law and my niece saw him at another pow wow while visiting with one of his wives. They said he had nine wives beading while he danced. It sounds like a fairy tale and yes in these days one would think that women would know better. Yet, I tend to believe that as long as their are abusers there are women who love being abused. It's called the cycle of abuse, I guess.

I was watching my neighbors on FACEBOOK and saw their children's pictures realizing that time doesn't wait for no one. Conventional families are not the same yet all humans need to be loved. I read that people who support the this man called "NCH" says hes a good man. Well, he was a good man before I met him. He will always be a good man because people have a perception of what is bad all wrong. Even before I met him there were notes on the internet saying he was a good man, but he isn't what he appears to be when it comes to helping women and children. He doesn't set an example when he's left all his children behind over the years for some to fend for themselves and for other having their mother's fend for them.

I call his wives "drug monkeys" because he uses them the way drug lords use monkeys to deliver drugs, instead they buy him things without nobody seeing him giving them the money. This he does so no law can say that he makes money. He hides it via his wives. Records show others purchase major items on his behalf so the sellers can never be asked to testify against him in court. It sounds easy because he's never been sentenced for rape yet many teen here have so many problems their encounter with him is nothing so they forget. Or, their mothers become depressed and say who cares and he continues to get away with sexually abusing girls.

If you have a solid relationship with your spouse and have a stable home you have no worries because he will not bother with you. Only those women and children whose families are or have a history of mental illness does he use.

I've read where these women swear they will kill him if he ever shows his face here and yet others protect him by not informing the police.

I just think that Native American people in the USA have it so bad that only medicine men like him are seen as healers and nice people. The lines of normal are blurred there. I write hoping there are people out there who are watching him. I am hoping there are girls out there who will stay the course and not back down when charging him with rape. It's not that he's their boyfriend and he's their to give them gifts. Once he gets what he wants he leaves and if your one of his wives the only reason he hasn't left you is because you listen to his demands. You have something he wants and that his money from your communities or followers from your communities. He's never really had a family. I believe he tried and after ten children with nine different women he decided he could never settle down, so he decided to have nine wives all at once. Yes, there are women who love to share him.

I really don't use his name because I figure who will believe me.

August 27, 2011

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I blog because there are so many people both aboriginal and not who are so ashamed of being aboriginal or want to create a fantasy about being aboriginal we tend to forget. Yes, forget that their are men out there who are medicine men who marry many women with many children. These men preach their way of live as being acceptable yet as anyone ever asked their wives, their children?  Under non-profit organizations pledging help for children when his own children have never seen him or met him. Nine wives and many others, both women and men who are being manipulated by him.

 I thought the end of the world meant no more sky, rivers and earth but I believe there are many who follow this man because they want something new. This comes with a price!

For women, it means that you travel with him. You can not talk to any one whom you grew up with or any boys you many have known. You can not even talk to your mothers, sisters or go off with your girlfriends. He has complete control over you and you willing allow him to flirt and have sex with other teens. Because you think he's interested in you because he says: "I will give my life for you!" While you try to figure out what he means by this statement he is having sex with your 15 year old step-niece. My niece finally stopped lying for him because he's not influencing her anymore and she wants to charge him with rape.

 Oh yes, other 15 years old were raped by him because they came from single parent homes or there is a history of mental illness within the home. He manipulates! He is forever lonely. He is forever needing people to praise him for his looks or his talents. When he enters the pow wow arena his women are left outside while his body guards follow him inside. As the years go by he gets more and more aware that he is great. Yes, in his mind he is great! But, ask his daughters and their mothers whom he's left behind in his "Trail of Tears."

 He gets by with the mythological credence of non-aboriginal peoples who want him to be that noble brave medicine man who is the last of us. Yet, the field of healers out here is completive enough that he does manage to get away with getting others to believe his way of life is what it is. I disagree. And, for this being a healer makes my life harder becasue people want me to be dressed traditional or want me to behave a certain way.

 I will continue to blog because there are people like myself or will not manipulate or corrupt things for money or for business. I live where I live and keep myself private. I believe he had to met me so he could realize that what he thought about humanity isn't so. We are not beggers, manipulators, and thieves.

Like racism, bullying and other negative ways of life is not bigger than LOVE.

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July 12, 2011

Years ago I was riding on a ferry from Manhattan to Staten Island and met a stranger who said he attended Sweats. The lady I was travelling with asked me if this offended me and I said no he has the right and freedom to do what he wants to do. This past week I ran into some strangers who ran Sundance. Again, I am reminded that they too have rights and freedoms to do what they feel like doing. Yes, I am of Sioux descendent and could easy say that they don’t know what it’s like to live on a Reserve or Reservation, but who am I?

There are far greater worries I face than worrying about who does what and why. There are many Aboriginal Peoples who practice Sweats and Sundance who have major mental health issues. Peoples are following them, protecting them from the law and some are arrested like my brother. About four years ago a Holy Man or so his followers called him came into my community. It’s been four years since my step-niece confessed of her lies. She told me this man; I will call him NCH slept with her. She was fifteen at the time. Yes, she lied that she didn’t disclose this to me to protect him. Why? He promised her he would take her as one of his wives.

At the time, I didn’t know his history with teen girls or his lack of responsibility to his ten children and their mothers. I didn’t know he was a clever business man who knew how to hide his financial holdings. So, when my niece claimed he bought her over a thousand dollars’ worth of clothing when he told me he had nothing, I questioned what was happening. My step-niece said he told her he loved her and that he didn’t have sex with his other girlfriends because he only had sex with her. It gets worse; he also had sex with three other fifteen year olds. He is still travelling with one who is now eighteen years old from here. There will be two charges against him once my step-niece retracts her statement. I reported her disclosure to the police. She lied at the time.

She lied because she also disclosed that my brother was having sex with her. Because she lied about NCH the police did not question him but they did question my brother and he confessed that he was having sex with his step-daughter. My brother and NCH had talked about my step-niece about taking her away. This is way my brother allowed NCH to have so much said over her. Buying her clothes, sending her text messages, having sex with her all with the plan that my brother would no longer have sex with her, she believed everything these two men said to her.

Until this past month she thought I blamed her because she didn’t have any contact with me. My brother is serving a four years sentence. NCH is still out there practicing Sweats and Sundance and gathering more teen girls to be his wives. NCH broke laws; first he didn’t report my brother and second, he had sex with a minor. My brothers’ promise to NCH went so far that he got arrested trying to get a passport for his step-daughter next. I told my niece what was the point of trying to get her into the U.S.A. when she was under the Provincial Governments care until she was eighteen years old. Now, she turning nineteen and has no hope of ever being NCH’s sixth wife. She realizes she was used along with my brother.

NCH used both of them to get money from our community. He took about $75,000.00 (approximately)from us over a two year period. He is banded from here and anyone who reports him to the police when they see him here can get him arrested. From what my niece reports is that she was not the only girl like I said there were three others. And, for the ten children that he’s behind child support payments there maybe more.

His five wives are like drug monkeys. Any money does not touch his hands when a big financial deal is made all money are handled by anyone of them. When a lawyer tries to bring evidence that he does make money nothing can be traced to him. In the meantime, his ten children get nothing and he continues getting his sexual appetite filled. No I don’t worry about men trying out Sweats or Sundance that are not aboriginal; however, I do have issue with actual medicine men or Holy Men of aboriginal descendant who used their own people against each other. This is what non-aboriginal peoples do not understand. The problem of ritual abuse was around from the beginning of time and will be here when I am six feet underground.

Its amazes me that people who are not of my culture continues to think that we are not sophisticated enough to have psychopaths in our communities. This NCH is Canadian, but an American and as you all know being an American means he can get away with this time of lifestyle there. We are traditional here meaning that we are not just Sioux but many tribes with the same mind set unlike the Americans who still cannot stop this man. I know that the police there are watching him. If there is one this I know about living in the State is they take Ritual Abuse seriously. We American Indians may not or maybe so poor that we cannot see NCH through his many disguises, yet some of us can.

 Four years ago he lied to my brother and my step-niece, he took advantage of them. He made himself look like he was a Holy Man and that both were sinners. Each one trying to please this Holy Man trying to give him was he wanted. He could not give them what they needed just like he cannot give his children or his many wives what they want only what they need. He was like a personal disorder blooming into a psychopath here. Thank you!

June 4, 20211 Bury my heart..myspace to here 06/04/2011

As the years went by I realized meeting this medicine allowed me to realize we are all connected! Yes, I would look at other women and think their life doesn't affect me, and now I realize it does. This is why I write about this medicine man. There are fake out there mostly plastic white medicine people who can not reference what I am saying or it's meaning. I believe it's the grandfathers will guide medicine people and not plastic...if they knew would they be so detached. Life for me trying understand what goes on in others doesn't mean I will not help.


I write my blogs with concern for what it is that is actually happening within my family and my community. I've come to the conclusion is how we treat others reflects on us maybe not immediately but in time. As much as there are plastic medicine people out there they too are apart of everything and without their lack of understanding I believe true medicine can not thrive.

For as much as people want to be seen as special there are serious problems faced by real medicine people. This why I wonder why would plastic medicine people want these gifts? I don't use my real name nor do intend to expose real people. I give names but not real names. There is real medicine people here.

I hope to transfer my previous blog into this site for those whoever are interested and were interested in my posts.. thank you,


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